*Perfect Guy*

hello, hello...

Here I am once again writing about one of the best people in my life at this very moment...'My Love.' Mr.....yup yup...not gonna tell you...top secret...

The happiness you gave to me, in just one simple day, has touched me more inside my heart, than any word can say. Many people search the world, for that one perfect mate, a person's mortal happiness, lies in chance, love, and fate.

Fate has brought me here to you. The love we have to make, I give to you my mind and body, the chance for you to take. I swear before the heavens, if in me you will believe, I'll do anything to make you happy, so you'll never want to leave.

Your soft kiss upon my lips, and just your simple touch, has opened my heart to many things, has made me feel so much. Whenever I'm around you, I feel like I could melt, just your presence makes me feel things, I thought I never could have felt. In my heart will be your image, on my face there'll be a smile.

I just cant find the way to express my love for you, you are just amazing in everything you do, the time I spend with you is the best Ive ever had and you always know how to help me, when its me whos feeling sad.

I dont know how to say this, but ill do my best and try, and I just want you to know that you sir, are the perfect guy.

You make me feel so special. you make me feel so right and if I had it my way, I would always hold you tight. I hope that I dont lose you, I pray to god each day because as long as you are here, I can push my pain away.

I love you oh so much and that I know is true, because no matter what I do, I cant keep my eyes off you. I hope we are together,For time and time to come..

Speechless =/

The first time I saw you, there was something different in the air, I could not help myself but to stare. It was not what you were wearing or the smile you tried to hide, It went deeper then that, it came from the inside. The room was filled with people as far as the eye could see, How I wished it was just you and me.

Your friends were all around you and you were unaware, you did not know that there was someone in the crowd that cared. I was moving towards you and your eyes met mine with a glance, Before I knew it you were gone. At last, we met again and things were, and still are going well..you my dear, are everything I want at this very moment...

All of a sudden it came to an amazing point when you said,'I love you' for the first time. I was completely speechless, no words can describe how I felt, except, my heart had stopped and was ripping through my chest, I could not breath and I just felt so stupid because the only thing I could respond with was, 'I am speechless.'

I didn't want to be too forward and say, 'the truth is... I am completely and utterly in love with you, I have been since the moment I met you, I had fallen head over heels for you.'

And every waking moment of the day I am thinking about you and how thoes three little words mean so much to me and that you trust me with them.

I want to promise you that I will never hurt you, I want to promise you I will always be by your side no matter what happens and that I will love you with all my heart and more because thats how much you mean to me and that will never change.

I love you too ...

Butterflies

Thanks, Thanks to you, Im Happy...You took the broken pieces of my heart and put it back together...Im so Happy you came along...

We have become so close...in such little time, feelings I have for u are so unexplainable...never thought I would feel like this in a long time...Thanks for catching me when I fell...

When I talk to you, Light hits my eyes, and bright's me up...Heart pounds like a drum..I get nervous, each time I think about you, or when im around you...I think you know that by now, hehe....Butterflies rush through my stomach leaving me at a curle...Butterflies in my stomach, Soaring up high, The way you make me feel, I could never deny.

When you smile at me, It brightens up my day.

Your kiss, What would I want more than just another one? But I feel that I would be a mouse with a cookie. I would just want more, Want more of your soft lips pressing on mine.

Your sweet breathe on my tongue, the way you slammed your body because you wanted more.

The way you held your breath so we didn’t make a scene, the way you tangled your hand in my hair just so you could keep me in place So you could satisfy yourself. I miss the abuse The abuse of your love. The tingle on my lips That remained for as long as I was thinking about you

But I love it, I love this feeling..

Sudoku puzzled teenager!

You know how sometimes you assume one is a thief, liar, betrayer. A friend who you love dearly. Stops you from solving yourself.
Well there you have it. Life of a sudoku teenager. A problem that cannot be solved. Even if you try solving it at a high standard math class.
Teenager lives are confusing, you never know what you want, always up to no good, driving your parents insane. Its the most difficult stage in life.
Im a problem that cant be solved. A puzzle, with no answers to my conscience. Screw all my friends who pretend. Fake and plastic, pretending to be someone they are not!
Hence the reason im leaving. Im sick and tired of all peoples bull**** ! One accuses of something you didnt do, but how can you tell the truth, something so sacred, it hurts to face the legitimacy. Im confused with my life, so many things going through my head. I dont know what i want with my life anymore, i dont know what i want with myself. Im utterly confused! Unsolvable, a mystery that will never be foresaken. To be continued....

LEGEN..... wait for it.......

Yo.... you know 1 of those questions that come up and you're like "shit... i wish i could've known i was going to be asked this so i could've come up with a super cool answer!" well..... i managed to do the impossible and i went and retrieved 1 of those questions and it is:If you could have any super power.... what would it be?yeah......oh no!i just forgot what i was building this up to! oh well!OH NO WAIT!! now i remember ok... so yeah people can come up with super cool and original ideas like "super rapability" or something... but my true answer would be "mind reading"It would be so cool to actually know what people are thinking! And i know i could probably take a class on psychology to do that but hey whatta ya gonna do?Man... Whoever would be able to read my mind would be absolutely mortified! I mean the horrible things you'd hear/see/smell/taste and feel would be so horrific it would drive any stable minded person to suicide! s**t..... haha it would be pretty funny though!Oh yeah and whats this bull about wishing people merry christmas?? its freakin like 3 days away! sheesshh! flippin wish people on the day! and im talkin about commercials and public gatherings and shit.... IF YOU'RE GONNA WISH ME MERRY CHRISTMAS, WISH ME IN JULY! CAUSE ITS THE SAME THING....NAH IM JUST KIDDING YO! oh poo i seem to have left the capitals-lock on!!hey thats what 'caps' means! as in capitol letters...ohhhhhhh

*New Born*

Oh my, Oh my, here goes nothing, my first piece of writing on my new Blog. "Gulp" Its like giving birth to a first born, and bringing him into the world. Hehehe....What to write what to write. Hmmmmmm

Today as i came back from school and stepped foot into the front door, the most astonishing smell hit me right at the nose. Guess what!? It was my mom standing in the kitchen as usual, baking her *Delicates.* . What she does best, and of course love us and nurture us.

Now, moving on, the most annoying person in the family, my Brother Ben. God, this boy can be such an A**. But then at times such an angel when he wants to be! I Love him dearly, but never show it. Muahahahaha, (evil laugh.)

Lets not forget my Daddy, Daddy, Day! Hehehe... A source of strength and guidence. A mentor and a friend. (Just like momzy.) You are appreciated and loved more each day. The warmth and strength of my life.
PS: Daddy gives me allowance! Heheee...Best thing about being a kid!

I Love You guys so, so much, you three mean more than the world to me, no matter what happens we will always be a family! Love you. Forever. Always. xxx <('',)>